I put myself in boundaries. I push myself to meet my survival needs. I push myself to get everything done. I push myself to be the best at what I do. I even push the repair. I tend to fail to meet my own expectations for myself. My humanness comes out and more mistakes are made. Even my repair ruptures.
Repair is a process. A process that requires kindness and patience. It takes a long time to heal from what has been lost.